What is it with humans that make them the center of creation? What makes them so special? Why are poor abstracts cursed to serve them? I knew not the answer, but I came close to knowing. From the first human I carried, to the recent one now, they never ceased to vilely amaze me. Such volatile beings, with a variety of character. Each unique and special in their own little ways.
I ask them why I should. The inquiry allures them, and they respond with either complete desperation or nonchalant static. It is that particular question that leaves their minds wandering to the luminous fields and the dark crevices of their memories. They would look
I havent been writing at all in a while
Now lacking and rusty in style
Ages ago I should have known
To back it all up on my phone
It was a cold night in october
When all that I made went asunder
I signed out of my account
And now I recount
Where are my notes, I wonder
Memories since four years ago
Six hundred and seventy five notes
Compilations of journals
Poems and rambles
Disappeared without a quote
I couldnt believe it, thats not right
busy unbelieving. I cannot tonight
theyll come back tomorrow
And there will be no sorrow
No mourning or grieving in sight
Alas came the anxious day
Couldnt keep feelings at bay
I checked and waited
Bu
Looking at messages, the bar blinking blue
Maybe a little patience would do
Maybe you're out. Maybe you're through
Maybe it's too late. Maybe I lost you
Every time it creeps to twenty four
Something comes around to fuck us up some more
Rarely is it your fault. Always mine
My hands are imprisoned. My brain's done a crime
Curled up in the dark, the cold, under covers
I contemplate if I should hug my mother
I need warmth. But then I remember
We arent quite on good terms either
I sigh in front of the dimmed screen
As my breath shakes every in between
Palpitating tissues resound in my chest
As the world around me loves a little less
For what m
Sa dami ng kinikimkim mo, di ko na alam ang totoo
Kung maniniwala pa ba ako sa mga sinasabi mo
Na "ok lang" "maliit na bagay" "kaya natin to"
Tinatanong ka kung ok ba tayo, tugon ay automatic na "oo"
Isaang linggong daraan
Ikay sasabog sa munting katwiran
Lalabas lahat ng poot na dati pang naipon
Hindi ka pala ok. Wala akong matugon
Its been a long time coming
Im sure life was a blast
But theres too many demons now
Too many shadows from the past
Reaching, breaching, creeping for me
Crawling, clawing, falling out to me
I swear its time to come undone
When the message from the vessel says that all your time is up
Im impressed. Im depressed. I wamt to suck it up amd own it
But how can i when all i do in life is just blow it
I can never see straight
Im easily distracted
Nevermore im forevermore relieving you of this girl tragic
What can i say its easy peasy to see the break of day
As a release from sabotage internal and when i make my way
To the land of peace and pover